It`s so easy to get caught up in the "Why us" roundabout, everyone else seems to be happily getting on with life without a care or worry while I feel like I`m stuck in a rut. Of course this is far from the truth as at work two other women have lost their husbands to cancer, one younger than me. In company I don`t look miserable, I still chat away and laugh and make ridiculously bad jokes, so to a stranger I too look like I don`t have a care. What I`m realising is that death, or illness or worry of some kind or another has visited everyone and you just have to deal with and get on with it. Dealing with it has however been very hard.
And now just because I like it.
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